You're all giving me major LES here. Looking at his kitten pictures that Candace posted was very hard. I've been in denial about his illness for quite a while and I kept hoping that he'd get better. We both fought hard for the past 2 1/2 years but I was becoming emotionally and physically drained and also very stressed out. He wasn't getting any better and his body was starting to give out. I don't like to keep my animals alive until they're at deaths door. I didn't bother posting about it on PT because I didn't realize how bad it was either.