Oh bro this came as quite a shock to me, however i do understand you have been having a lot of health issues, and if it is the best place for you to go, then i wish you well my dear friend , i do hope Marigold can go with you or you can find her a lovely home, as i know it will break your heart, i am thinking of you and all paws and fingers crossed for everything to work out just perfectly. HUGS