She is such a pretty wee girl, i am so sorry you and Ashes had to go through all of this, very sad indeed, but she was so lucky to have someone, who was educated on delivering kittens and had her utmost best interest at heart, you did a great job, and i admire your dedication.

What a nice ending to the story too, that Ashes will be still in your family and you will be able to see her grow,don't be hard on yourself, you did everything you possible could RIP little babies.