Thank you all so much for the prayers and support. And it does make me feel a little better that we have all made mistakes. But, it still feels like torture in my heart. The feeling, like Carole said, it just panic and suffocation, fear. I could not feel any worse...

The updates have been good. He did try to lick some canned food, and even showed his belly to the tech. She thinks he is a sweetie. He is still stable, heart rate still up, tempature going down, which is GREAT news.

They did say that I need to take him in to my regular vet, to get an ultrasound, to be sure there is no internal damage. They dont have that type of equipment. Poor Andy. He hates the vets

All night, we had tornados, and all I kept thinking *could NOT sleep* is that I would literally walk into one if it meant he would be ok again. It sounds extreme, but my cats, they are my entire life. It is hard for people to understand the bond between humans and pets. It can and lots of times IS stronger than a family bond.. I dont have children, but I do have little angels who make my life complete. To have something happen to one, it throws life off balance. Since my kitties, I am not depressed, or upset. I have something to live for. It is amazing. Hannah and Puff can be credited for making me a loving and caring person, and my whole life changed when I got them.. Strange how your life can completely change overnight. Cats are not just cats to me.

Anyways, I knwo I am overly emotional right now. Please bear with me. Once Andy is normal again, I will be too.

Thank you all again, so much.

And Pam, I will DEF check every single time, door or not. Over and over. It will drive me crazy I will check so much. I had to clean out the dryer (blood and urine) and wash the stuff that was in there. I checked atleast 10 times, even pulling out each article several times to be POSITIVE. I told my husband that I will tape the dryer, and I am the ONLY one that will be using it from now on.

Thank you also for the offers of financial support. I will have to see how high the bill is, I had to pay atleast half of the estimated cost last night on a credit card. I just need to find out a new total. I also asked my mother for a loan, and she said she will see if she can help. Hopefully it is not MUCH higher. I maxed out the card last night, Only had a 450 balance anyways... But we will see. Hopefully I will not have to beg off of my friends! Thank you all again!