That poem is beautiful Mary, and i fear i will be in need of it.

I am thinking of you, and am glad that you are letting it all out, cry your'e heart out, it is the best thing you can do,it is amazing how they become so much a part of you and your'e everyday life isn't it? and although the times are sad for you now in time you will beable to smile at the memory of Puddy, there will be something special that will remind you of her and you will feel yourself smiling,i know right now your heart is aching and i am giving you a big virtual hug ,just know we are always here for you when the times get tough, take care and much love.