Rebecca just remember you are doing your very best, in a very difficult situation, it is extremely sad that it appears no-one else cares, but you might indeed be suprised, so might just be worth putting some feelers out,it can't hurt can it?,i sure can understand where you are coming from though.

It is sad to say but you cannot save them all, you are but one person,at least you have stepped up here and taken on this responsibility instead of burying your head in the sand like others.

To those people who moan about the cats, if i were you i would put it to them, what about the good they do in the neighbour hood like keeping the vermin down,and as for using gardens, well i imagine it would make darn good fertiliser, people are so ready to find the worst in cats, but they don't think about the good they do as well do they?

Good luck with your continuation of helping these cats, you are a lady who can well hold her head high, and know that you are special in every way,and what goes around comes around i strongly believe in this ,i know for you the rewards are simple, seeing the cats have a better life,and because of YOU, this is something those dear kitties can have, HUGS.