Quote Originally Posted by dukedogsmom
That sounds so great! I hope everything works out. We'll all be so happy for you to get out of the hell that you've been in.
Me too, Val. You know, I've tried to keep positive about everything, but it really, truly is hell there. As soon as I clicked off PT, she walked in and started yelling at me for a non-issue. I immediately shut down - as she stood there watching to be sure I did - when to my room and texted Staci that if in the next month I feel bad or sad about my leaving without letting them in on my plans to remind me of how horrible, unloved and unimportant she makes me feel. Something that IS, now I see, abuse. She makes my life a constant emotional rollercoaster - the EXACT thing I MUST avoid to not get sick.

Please God, let this work. Help me help myself get out of here - to be where You and I need and want me to be. I need this so very much.

Thank you all so much for loving me, for you concern.

OK, gotta go. Starting to cry at work isn't a good thing.

Love you!!!

XOXOXOXO