Hey she is indeed a beauty, don't be so hard on yourself, you gave them good reasons as to why to adopt from a shelter, they made their choice, you cannot change the world , and i agree with medusa , that precious furbaby needed a home too, that is why when i am looking at pet shop kittens and people are interested , i don't tempt them by saying you can get one at a shelter way cheaper, because then the kittens in the pet store might never get taken.