One year ago, tomorrow, a very precious boy left us. The pain of his loss has dulled a little, but I will always miss him. Scott and I are able to freely talk about him and about Murphy, with smiles, these days. Tears still come, but we are more accepting of what life has handed to us. He IS an angel and I hope that he and Lilly and Murphy and Mimi are together. I just hope they are happy and don't grieve the way we do. We certainly do miss them all. Life is just not the same.