Oh Anna, so many of us here can relate with all the hardships your going through now and I'm sure that our hearts are breaking right along with yours.

Even thought your not around much any more I'm so glad that you come here to share your feelings and ramblings with us. When Angus died I just felt I couldn't talk about him but now I wish I had, it might have made me feel better and I hope it's made you feel a little more at ease, at least for a little bit.

I'm glad to hear the vet is doing an autopsy and will try and get to the bottom of what the problem was.

Lots of (((HUGS)))
Anna