Of course this account makes me exceedingly sad. Tears for you, tears for this Angel are being shed as I write. Aly, if you are going to be in this work, there will be many decisions like this that you will have to make. They will never be easy. You gave this poor animal compassion. How can that be the wrong thing? The hard truth is each and every animal cannot be saved. You do the best you can for the ones you can. The rest you give compassion in whatever way is available to give it.