I know exactly how you feel Gina. I was gone over a year and since I have returned I have the same feelings. I don't post much at all anymore and I feel bad about that. But it seems there is always someone there to put a damper on anything and everything and always someone who wants to argue and fight.

I have not been feeling myself at all lately and I have neglected to stay in contact with those that mean a lot to me. I just the have the (for lack of a better word) want to. I mean I do want to but I just cannot. I am sorry I have not been there for you like I used to be. I cannot apologize enough. I have been so not me lately. I hope you know that I am still here for you and I love you to pieces.

Please take care and I have your email so once I get my head on straight again I will email you.

(((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))) to you Gina and give the ark some loveys too. Please know you are always in you thoughts.