Gini i wish i had not had to go through it either, especially for my husband and mother's sake ,they were very worried too, but in some ways it has really changed how i feel about life and that has been a good thing for me i think, funny how things that seem to negative can turn around and be a positive sometimes eh? thanks to all my super friends here on PT for all your well wishes, positive thoughts and kind words, it has meant the world to me.. Iv'e said it many times before and I will say it again YOUR'E ALL THE BEST.