Jess,
Please know that even though I am far away, my thoughts and prayers are with you, always.

You must always remember ONE thing, This is HIS decision, not yours, and as hard as that is, remember YOU are the one who is so very very special, who never changed, who never wavered.
YOU are the person we all love and care for, and always will be.

I hope what I am saying makes sense.

{{{hugs}}} across the miles.