Don't let your mom win this round, Megan, get the information about which shelter to heidiv today. We are all relying on you to do this, everyone on P.T. and your cats, so you need to be a hero and set aside your pain for now to help them. My step-mother took our cat to the shelter to be killed, not even to be re-homed, 50 years ago and I still think of that poor cat with tears in my eyes.