Zara, please remember to stay strong durring hard times like this. My favorite poem says "..Durring your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints; it was then that I carried you" God is with you now, He is feeling your pain. Maybe it was best for your Grandad, maybe he needs to take care of Foxy. Whatever the reason, we do not know, but have faith. Also please remember that no matter how bad someone has it, someone else has it worse. Think of yourself as lucky and strong, this is a hard time in your life and I will pray for you. Please, please have faith and stay strong. Hugs you Zara, many many hugs!