Debbie, I often think of Tubby, he was one of my favourites here. I know how you feel, but you did everything you could for him, and he was happy and had a great life with you. I'm sure he would have wanted you to do exactly what you did, so that he didn't suffer anymore.

Tubby has always reminded me very much of John's Batman, who also died from kidney failure.

I'm sending you lots of ((((((hugs)))))))