My heart goes out to you and your family.LIke was said, nothing prepares you for the lose of a loved one. I lost my mother. I said a prayer for all of you, and I do so hope your mom gets some help..she is desperate and I feel very deeply for her.I Hope your dad will not go but if he does I hope he is prepared to be able to be on the great otherside.I will have you alll in my prayers as God is able to do all things for them that belive.