Thank you so much you are so kind, I cannot even express how much your kind and encouraging words mean to me, i always know when my heart is heavy to come here and vent, as I always feel so much better afterwards, having the sweetest kindest, caring PT friends here to support me.

I talked to hubby, he will know at 11.30 this morning, it is around Ten am at the moment, he has a private interview , as he put it if you see me home for lunch you know its all over, so pray I don't seem him until this evening, I know worrying about it won't change the outcome, but it is hard not to, I can only hope we are one of the lucky ones, but imagine the tension in that place today, it is one awful day for everyone there, It makes me so mad inside, because it is not because the company is not doing well, it is doing fine, it is just they want to change things and of course they will be in it for the money, and to hell with everyone else and their lives, you can understand it when they have to let people go otherwise the company will go under, but that is not the case.

My husband has had this happen before, he was working in his trade as a Mechanical Engineer , on a really nice salary, the best we ever had, and after two years they just let him go, he got the job through our unemployment scheme here, and they pay subsidies, once they were over the company just let him go, we had to take a huge cut like ten thousand dollars a year for this job, so you see we have been through it all before, you just seem to get on top of things a little and get handed a big blow, oh well fingers, paws and toes and anything else that can be crossed is crossed here for positive news, will let you all know, and once again my sincere thanks to every single one of you, you are ALL THE BEST and I LOVE YOU ALL.