Hang on in there Donna, you have been dealt yet another blow, but you always pick yourself up and carry on and hopefully there is some light at the end of the tunnel and something better is around the corner, I know they seem like pointless words right now when you are feeling so low, but I just hope you don't pick up that first drink, be strong my dear, temptation is always just around the corner and set to try us, you will be fine, you have lots of loving and caring people here on PT and a very special friend in David who can help pull you through this bad moment, just lean on us and let us help you through this ok, here for ya too anytime.