Oh my.... I am so sorry that you are going through this. I am primarily a "lurker" on PT.... but I have posted in the past. But I watch and read, and feel everyone's pain and sorrow. Right now, I am crying, as I am so sorry to hear what you are going through. My thoughts and prayers... and even ::::: hug:::: are coming your way as fast as I can send it. I wish that there was something more I could do. My kitties Sasha and Tabitha send their best thoughts and prayers also. Keep the faith. Donna