Pictures, of me! (a sort of therapy:D)

[ChrisH]

I know posting them as a part of therapy sounds strange... well, I suppose it is strange!
The thing is I have been really down lately, more than I have been for a long time. I made an appointment with the doctor then cancelled it. I don't want to start taking pills, not yet anyway. Ok, I don't want to bore you all by rambling on too much about it so here are the bare bones about what I am doing and why.
I can't change where I live, my income or improve my health, but what I can do is try to change how I act, look and deal with everything that makes up my life. I am trying to get back to me ... whoops getting too, umm, something, here. Anyhow, I've had a haircut and began wearing make-up again, but that's just the surface stuff. I did a couple of drawings (maybe you saw them) and, hard to explain, they took me back to a time and way of looking at things that I'd lost. I plan to do more of that. What else? I don't know, I'm just starting out.
Why am I posting my picture(s)? (or to be accurate attaching them. )
Because I don't want to hide away anymore, because I know I am no longer afraid to be judged by how I look.

So, this is me world! (well, PT world anyway. )

Chris

p.s. I don't smile for pictures, because whenever I do I just look manic!

p.p.s. a second picture will be attached to the next post