Tierd of life

[MammaMangorin]

My life is not fun to live...
We moved in september last year.. There we live now its allways cold, its rainy allmost everyday (i get sick of to much bad weather), i have no friends here, my moms boyfriend is terrible, im tierd of my mom, my whole life is a big lie.. I have never meet my real dad, my relatives live on islands or to far away from here. The only happy thing i have is the animals and a boyfriend in another part of the world...
If i cant get in on the school i want i have to kill myself so they who walks there alredy cant do it for me.

Im tierd of life
Im tierd of Sweden
Want to go away
Away to another country
A country far away
There they cant find me
Ever....

And i have 2 more years to here, if i survive.. Im 16 about a month. Cant decide of my own life until im 18
I dont trust any one.. Someone tryed to rape me last year Dont like Sweden

[BCBlondie]

O_O ...

hmm... How is your mom's bf terrible? My parents can be pretty bad too.. My step-dad is an alcoholic and my mom's never any help, she's always too busy with her own crap. The last time I saw my real dad, I was 6...which was about 12 years ago. I hate him anyway. You couldn't go live with your relatives? Take a plane or train and live with your grandparents or cousins for a while or something? Where does your boyfriend live? Don't kill yourself if you don't get into the school you wanted to get into. I didn't get into my #1 choice college and my only 2nd choice was too far away and too expensive so I'm going to community college and *sighs* living at home for probably another two years... I'm sure two years will pass by faster than you think. Don't leave or kill yourself because your dogs need you and whether you know it or not, your mom needs you too. ^_- Do you go to a school? Try to make some friends with neighbors or classmates or something. Plus, remember - You always have friends here!!! We all care about you!! Please don't hurt yourself **hugs**

[KYS]

I know life can be hard, but believe me,
it will get BETTER in the future.
Try to talk to a councelor or contact a support group.
I don't know why life has to be so hard for some of us,
But with a little help from yourself, others, try real hard to think positive, you will get through this.

Sending you many HUGS!

[BCBlondie]

Originally posted by KYS
I know life can be hard, but believe me,
it will get BETTER in the future.

I agree, it really DOES get better in the future! Hang in there, you can make it! Dealing with this kind of stuff will only make you stronger.

[Karen]

You have friends here, remember that. Where did you live before Sweden? I've never been there, though my great-grandparents immigrated from Sweden, and we have the copper coffee pot she brought with her on the boat. What part of Sweden do you live in?

Remember there are pets who depend on you, and people here who care.

[carole]

I was really sad reading your thread, you are in emotional pain right now, and most of us one time or another have felt the way you do dear.

You are young and have everything to live for, at the moment it may not seem that way, and life sucks at times for us all, but please donot do anything to harm yourself.

Your'e a beautiful young person, who has a long road ahead of her, there will be joys, sadness, ups and downs, but life is good, please try to embrace it and see the good things that are there for you.

Can you talk to a school counsellor, or someone close to you, sometimes sharing your thoughts can help , even if it is here on PT, there are many of us who care, and it distresses me so to hear such a young person so unhappy in their life.

please feel free to Pm me anytime, I am one of the older crowd and have two children of my own, I am not sure I can offer you the right advice, but want to help if I can.

Please take care and spirits up.

Everyone on PT LOVES YOU.......

[CountryWolf07]

Originally posted by BCBlondie
I agree, it really DOES get better in the future! Hang in there, you can make it! Dealing with this kind of stuff will only make you stronger.

Yup.. ditto

[MammaMangorin]

Originally posted by BCBlondie
O_O ...
hmm... How is your mom's bf terrible? My parents can be pretty bad too.. My step-dad is an alcoholic and my mom's never any help, she's always too busy with her own crap. The last time I saw my real dad, I was 6...which was about 12 years ago. I hate him anyway. You couldn't go live with your relatives? Take a plane or train and live with your grandparents or cousins for a while or something? Where does your boyfriend live? Don't kill yourself if you don't get into the school you wanted to get into. I didn't get into my #1 choice college and my only 2nd choice was too far away and too expensive so I'm going to community college and *sighs* living at home for probably another two years... I'm sure two years will pass by faster than you think. Don't leave or kill yourself because your dogs need you and whether you know it or not, your mom needs you too. ^_- Do you go to a school? Try to make some friends with neighbors or classmates or something. Plus, remember - You always have friends here!!! We all care about you!! Please don't hurt yourself **hugs**

He is not bad in that way, i hate him and i have allways done it. Like a cat and a mouse... I think he hate me to...
My boyfriend live in the usa
I did 3 choice to different school, 1 is a good one, far away from here. 2 is near the school i going to right now. But 3 is the school i dont want to go in and it is in my town. There was someone who wanted to kill me in my last class in the town .....

[MammaMangorin]

Originally posted by Karen
You have friends here, remember that. Where did you live before Sweden? I've never been there, though my great-grandparents immigrated from Sweden, and we have the copper coffee pot she brought with her on the boat. What part of Sweden do you live in?

Remember there are pets who depend on you, and people here who care.

I have allways live in Sweden Sence i was 8yr i have hate it...
My real dad is from Australia so im half Aussie

[RobiLee]

Hi, I just wanted to let you know that I care. Please listen to what the others have said. They have given some really good advice and support. I know it is hard to see the up side of things right now, but I promise that one day you will! Hang in there and be strong. We all care about you here! I'm sending out lots of positive thoughts just for you. Feel free to talk anytime you need to. We are here.

Hugs.....Robin

[NoahsMommy]

I'm sorry you are sad right now.

Is there anything you enjoy doing that you can throw yourself into? Any hobbies you and your mom can do together? I know you don't like her right now, but maybe if you spent some one-on-one time with her, maybe your relationship would get better?

You can always concentrate heavily on school. In two years, you'll graduate...right? Then you can move away and do what you want...with good grades, you can go to most any school you'd like.

When I get down I focus my energy on things outside my life. I volunteer and it makes me feel good to help someone else, but it also removes me from my problems.

Are there any animal shelters you could volunteer at?

I hope you feel better just knowing that we care. Life really is hard sometimes...its the bad stuff that makes you stronger.

Take care, sweetie.

[MammaMangorin]

Originally posted by NoahsMommy
I'm sorry you are sad right now.

Is there anything you enjoy doing that you can throw yourself into? Any hobbies you and your mom can do together? I know you don't like her right now, but maybe if you spent some one-on-one time with her, maybe your relationship would get better?

You can always concentrate heavily on school. In two years, you'll graduate...right? Then you can move away and do what you want...with good grades, you can go to most any school you'd like.

When I get down I focus my energy on things outside my life. I volunteer and it makes me feel good to help someone else, but it also removes me from my problems.

Are there any animal shelters you could volunteer at?

I hope you feel better just knowing that we care. Life really is hard sometimes...its the bad stuff that makes you stronger.

Take care, sweetie.

Just one problem We have no animal shelters here in Sweden, lots of homeless animals but no animal shelters...
The problem is that i and my mom spend to much time together, every day in 16 years have we lived together... And we alredy have the same hobbies... I need a brake from my mom or something...

[MammaMangorin]

I have spok with mom now.. She know 25% of what im feeling...
So im home from school today, it have been some hard weeks at school..
To much tests and stuff... I have at least 1 english test this week but i think it is 3

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Please don't give up! See all the caring replies you have here at Pet Talk? We are all your friends, and you can pm me anytime. I have been through more than my share of sorrows and pains and disappointments and live with tremendouse physical and emotional challenges everyday-sometimes I just say I am tired, I want to quit, but I think of my beautiful children and my sweet pets and get through just one more day, so why don't you do like I am, take one day at a time, at the end of each day you can say, "Well, I made it through today," and then you do the same thing the next day and the next, and I I am confident that with you being so young, that things will get better and won't always be beating you down. I am a friend for you, and am hear to listen and help in amyway possible, and I see that I am not alone in that- You have many friends who feel the exact same way here at PT, so hang on, hang, one more day, one more day. God bless you!