As you might remember, my best friend Emerson passed away in May. I am having such a hard time getting over this and moving on. I miss him so much, and there is a huge hole left in my heart and in our home.It gets better for a few days and then wham, it hits me again, and again, and again.
Anyway, the lady that gave him to us called me this morning. She has a 5 month old chocolate lab that needs a good home. She said he is very laid back, and that we would be a perfect place for him.
I want so much to be excited about this.....but thinking about it just makes my heart ache. I'm sitting here crying all morning over this, which I know is stupid. I wrote Mark an email and he should be calling me soon to talk about this.
I AM excited about the prospect of having a puppy again. But at the same time, I don't WANT a new puppy....I want my Emerson.I'm so confused. Maybe its just not the right time yet???? Maybe we should just "go look?"
Anyway, please help me clear my head and any advice is appreciated! Thanks.
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