it has been a while I've had a mother. I miss how she took care of me when I'm sick. I don't know what to make me feel better.

today I'm awfully sick in bed and missing four classes. I've been coughing up blood all night, I swear I think I'd cough my intenstines out - ugh. that really hurts. all throbby, skullachy, stuffy, swollen and chestpains just to get up.

all this came overnight .. I never have had this up so quickly without a warning. everyone is sick at school too.

I have no counter medicine, kettle, or soft food here .. I would have to go out and get something but no ride.