diane s never cries.. i saw diane cry back in 1974 when i asked her to marry me her feeling were so ecsatic when she said yes cry cried for joy.. last night diane i went to her room and she was crying thern she look ed me for a few minutes and closed her eye to sleep.. it was her waying of saying bye she knows that she will go and be with god in heaven.. she will be whole and happy. the ones left behind are the ones that hurt.. you just get lost and dont know what to do.. it will pass but it takes time.. i have the neighbor next next take me to the hospaital at 3 today.. i dont want to drive and cry. it hurts to much.... pat