Originally Posted by luckies4me
Also, let me mention this. As far as me seeming like I could give a rats butt the guy died, well in a way that's true. I was shakey when I saw him, but not because I was seeing a dead person, more so because I was so pissed off inside that anyone could ever do this to themselves. Seeing a dead body wouldn't scare me, nor do blood, guts etc. I deal with that stuff on a daily basis. Yes, I felt sorry for the man because he ruined what could have been a good life by being stupid, but I felt even worse for that mans family.
It's hard to feel bad for someone who has brought this upon themselves. Before everyone knew there had been a death, I went to the neighbors and the first thing out of her mouth was, "What, did he finally overdose?" Everyone knew it was coming. It was just a matter of time.