Yes, I will be sticking around, as I have found this board and its members very kind and very therapeutic, I also am happy to find a group of people who have a common love of animals.

A friend of mine made Sheda a memorial candle for me to light at her grave when I visit, she gave it to us today, it made me happy and sad all at the same time.

You people have really helped me alot, I'm just a little sad right now, so its hard to draw on the happier times without falling back to the sadness.

I have alot of stories about Sheda and my other girls I would be happy to share, soon.

I do miss my girl.

Chris