I'm so very very sorry for your loss. Please take care of yourself, let yourself mourn and don't feel bad about it. There are sites on the web where you might even be able to make a little memorial, www.in-memory-of-pets.com is one that I used when I lost my Cody and Willie. John Mingo, the guy who started the site, actually replied with heartfelt condolences when I sent in my submissions and we spoke via e-mail a few times after that. It really helped and comforted me during a traumatic time of loss.

Run free and healthily at the Rainbow Bridge Bandit. R.I.P.