I totally understand, Slick. It isn't something that I normally talk about. In fact my own parents and almost all of my friends do not know that I deal with depression. I just noticed that more people (then I am used to) have been comfortable enough to mention it on here. Which made me feel (a little) comfortable with bringing it up. I feel a bit embarrassed and wierd talking about it too, but I really want to know more about it.