I have 2 older brothers and when they left for college it seemed like my life just shut down. I was only 4 when my oldest brother Barret left for college. I really missed him . When i was 8 my other brother left for Nevada. I live in MN so I never get to see my brothers any more. My brothers came home in August and we had a blast, up untill they had to leave . I know how you feel and hope you feel better.