Pepper, I am so very sorry about Bourbon. I know how much it hurts and I am so sorry that you, or anyone, has to go through that amount of pain. I cried when I read this post. I cried alot. I know how much you tried with your Bourbon friend and I know he knew what you tried to do for him. We all feel the loss of your friend, as we all are like one big family here on Pet Talk. Bourbon went to a good place and I am glad I had a chance to "meet" him before he began his new journey.

Peace be with you in this time of grieving,

-Leslie