slick,
i always appreciate the support.
i'm kind of giving in to the fact that i may always have to give ozzy his meds- the hard way.
as i give in to that, the calmer i am.
like i said before...it makes me feel like he's not doing well, and that he's sicker than he seems. it makes me think about how if i don't do this right, eventually the lack of medication will really hurt him. i hate thinking about what this disease can ultimately do to him.
i am getting better at it. we spend quality time together on the bathroom floor.
my worst fear has always been that he'll hate me for it, and start to not trust me anymore. so, i'm trying to make it as pleasant as possible.
thanks for writing,
tara