I am so sorry for all you must go through.I do think Isabell is smilling at you hoping you will realize that there is no more pain and suffering for her. I know you must go through your grief but it gets easier when you can accept that she is comfortable and happy and when you can feel her still near you..My babies will always be with me in my heart.They never leave.I talk to them tell them the good and bad,wish them happy birthday or whatever..I am here for you.I care!My thoughts are with you.{{{{{{{{Hugs to all}}}}}}}}}
Laurie