Well. I think its time I've told you all......

My parents changed there minds. I swear to god I was tottally and still am totally against it! I told them John could help him and that there was no reson to be doing this. I told them that he could be helped and that with a little bit of love and dicipline he could have been saved. But they said he was dangerous and that he could bite one of us kids or a visitor. So I told them to send him to a foster home, they can work with him and help him and then he will have a nice home and will be sent to a nice home when he is ready. My parents said they couldn't oford a law suit. i told them Molly and Miek woudl take him and they promised not to sue us and that no one would eve know if he bite them but they said again, what if he hurts them badly and have thousands of dollars in hospital bills, you think they wont sue us? And I said yes and they laughed. I have been telling them there is hope since Wednesday when they told me I had to haev him put to sleep. I told them he can be saved, I swear to god I didn't want this to happen, you have to beleave me please please please. Well, my dad made the apointment friday morning and Chewy was put down yesterday at 8:00. May he rest in peace. He was such a sweet boy and I hope he understnads I had nothing to do with this. I also hope he can forgive me. Forgive me for ruinging his life, for making him turn out this way
I also hope he can forgive me for being such a bad mother, I shouldn't of ever let him turn mean. I should have known he would of bite Abbey, I should have removed him from the room, I was stupid and its all my fault. I'm sorry I didn't tell you yesterday about this, or even on wednesday. I havn't been and still aren't emtionally stable to handle the comments I know that you guys will say, although I swear to god I would have given my life to save him. I loved him, and thats all I can say, I really did and now he is gone

Ash