Thank you everyone for your kind thoughts.

I too wish the war would not start. I want a more concrete reason as to why, some major catalyst before I could accept why so many troops are over there. But I can't help to think that didn't spend tons of money sending thousands of troops over there not to do anything. edit: I may not support the war, but I do support our troops 100%. They are putting their lives on the line fighting for their belief in their country.

I told work today. They were all so sweet, told me not to worry about coming back in until I feel ready...allowing me to spend as much time with Joey as possible before he leaves.

Thank you. Your support means alot to me.