I'm sorry for your loss. I am also experiencing the pain of the loss of my little buddy of 13 years. Sometimes it overwhelms me, the missing him so much. But I know he's in a better place and I'm sure we will see all of our little friends again. I have no doubt about that. In the meantime I'm trying to honor his memory by remembering how much joy he brought me and trying very hard not to concentrate on the sadness. But it's hard, I won't lie. You have my sympathy as I'm writing this with a still very raw pain in my heart, the same pain I'm sure you are experiencing. I read something beautiful..."God has you in his arms, but I have you in my heart." I'm holding on to that.