Rusty was a beautiful cat, and I am so sorry for your loss, it hurts so much when we loose our precious furbabies, my heart goes out to you,as you grieve for him, and take comfort in knowing we all understand, empathise and care here on PT,i am sure Rusty is playing hard at the Rainbow Bridge with all the other Pt Kitties who are there to welcome him. RIP beautiful one, and may your meowie be at peace in her heart knowing how much she did for you, and gave you so much love which you returned to her, HUGS and we are thinking of you at this very sad time.