I am so sorry you have bad news regarding Ellie-Mae. As I read your post, I felt your pain and sadness. Please do not second guess yourself regarding the care you have given her. I am sure you did what you thought was best. We all want to help our pets and we do what we can... and then comes a time when we have to let go. Whatever happens I am sure you love her and she loves you. In my thoughts and prayers. Kay in NC