I'm a failure as a cat owner

[Scooter's Mom]

I don't have any advice to offer, just hugs from across the miles.

[carole]

I found it heartbreaking reading your thread, i can feel your pain, you made a decision that was unbearable for you to make, cry those tears for your loss,and in time the hurt will become more bearable, you have the other furbabies to think of , they will always need you.

I think in time your thoughts will change, and you will continue to be a good cat mummy, remember that the time you had together was precious, and yes she would not have had even that time , had it not been for you.

I know how heartwrenching this has been for you, and i totally understand where you are coming from and how bad you feel.,I would never ever judge you,and neither should others, till they have walked in your shoes, so take comfort in knowing many here feel for you and understand.

I can only wish for your heart to heal ,as it will in time, giant gentle hugs to you, take care.

[Catlady711]

I thought I could finally post without crying, but after reading the last few comments I find that I'm crying again.

Thank you all for the love, support, thoughts and prayers. They are much appreciated and needed.

I'm finally able to enjoy the other kitties again now. I've been spending more time with each one of them, especially Cami. For awhile I was just sitting, thinking, feeling bad and crying alot. I'm not sure when the tears will ever stop falling when I think of Sabrina, but at least I'm not crying every time I spend time with the other kitties now.

Thank you all again for the support.

[carole]

Cats are wonderful therapy,let them help you to heart your broken heart, and don't worry about crying, you need to let it all out,.thinking of you , and hoping in time you will feel a little better, you will always have a hard time with the decision you have made,but as time goes on you will come to realise you really had little choice,you are only human and if you feel you did everything you possibly could ,then you must try to forgive yourself,.again GIANT GENTLE HUGS from across the seas. TAKE CARE.