Thanks Randi and Candace!

Too make things worse for us, I have just messed up my back big time, and now I'm in terrible pain. No way I could get her to the vet, if still necessary. Totally helpless here at home. I'm really really getting tired of my life and all the complications and worries in it... I was just recovering from a very bad episode of stomach probs, but if I now have to take pain killers due to my back, the gastritis will act up again.