Kinda nervous about tomorrow

[jazzcat]

Good luck!

[beeniesmom]

So, how did it go?

[jennielynn1970]

I had a panic attack...

[caseysmom]

I had a panic attack...

Oh I am sorry, I hope your feeling better now.

[Medusa]

Oh Jennie, I'm sorry. How can I help?

[Catty1]

Oh, Jenn...

How about applying at a private school?

What do you need? What can I do?

{{{{hugs}}}}}

[jennielynn1970]

I don't know what to do. I freaked out before I even left. I couldn't get out the door, I couldn't leave the house. I just started hyperventilating, throwing up, my head was just pounding. I was awake most of the night, that didn't help. My ambien didn't do anything to allow me to sleep.

I feel like such a wimp. I'm not a wimp, really I'm not. I just couldn't calm down. I kept getting racing thoughts in my brain and that was just it, it just incapacitated me.

I think part of it is also I miss just having someone here to lean on, just to be an emotional support. I just feel alone. I miss getting that hug, that kiss, before going out the door. If my ex wasn't good for much, he at least did that, lol.