Thanks so much everyone, thanks for even reading it, its pretty long. I am so happy to know that I'm not the only one that's this way, my mom says that I should try to strengthen myself and not get so worked up, but I don't think I could ever not get worked up over the thought of an animal getting hurt.

I use to know a lady (she was the wife of a pastor) and she hated cats like no other. I went downstairs in her house one day and she owned a book called "How to Kill the Cat" and I looked inside it and it had many many pages of different ways to kill a cat with pictures to show, not real cat pictures, but cartoon pics.

My stomach felt sick, while other people were laughing at it, I shut it and put it down and walked away.