Totally freaking out!! I'm HOMELESS!! Hes trying to steal all my belongings!!

[Taz_Zoee]

You guys have no idea how much this thread is keeping me sane.. Its an great outlet & its helping me keep track of the BS thats going on, as my mind is turning into mush with all this stress.

I have not posted on this thread until now. But I want you to know I have been reading it and you are in my thoughts through this difficult time. This is one of the many reasons I love this site, the support you get from complete strangers. Be strong!!

[wombat2u2004]

I have not posted on this thread until now. But I want you to know I have been reading it and you are in my thoughts through this difficult time. This is one of the many reasons I love this site, the support you get from complete strangers. Be strong!!

Yep, same here King. I have been following your thread here.
All I can say is........ kid.....keep ya head up....you'll be ok.
Wom

[Lilith Cherry]

I just saw this thread too ( been busy marking exams and packing to return to Canada on Wednesday)

Chad is a total s**t to treat you so badly! I am glad your friends are helping you where possible and you have your Dad's support and love too. All good thoughts and prayers are going out to you. Keep your chin up sweetie! You are a brave young lady who deserves better.

[king2005]

Thanks everyone

I had a great weekend. I had lunch with Renos' family (I slept there fri night) & talked more to his mommy (sweet lady). Then I drove Renos' into Malton-Mississauga to the bus stop that Joe takes to work (they work at the same airport), then I went to Ron & Karens (I'm staying there from now on, as they want me near them, so they can keep an eye on me, as they are mad at my eatting habbits). James came over to Ron & Karens & we all watched 3 movies.

The 3 of us slept in(sun morning), I finally felt like having a shower (it had been a LONG 4 days, but I was too stressed to really care), had dinner forced down my throat My goodness I had to eat 2 foot long hot dogs & was suppose to eat 2 corn on the cob, but I was only able to eat the one C.O.T.C.. Ron said ok thats good enough & let me leave (They do the big brother thing, or take in people like me). I met James at Debs place (Joe rents a room there & James stays there for free, as hes from an abusive home & Deb wants him to stay with her as James is doing much better living with her (mentally/emotionally... hes almost ready to get a job...YAY), then we bus'ed to the subway in Toronto & took that to downtown Toronto & walked all over the place to find Renos & then meet the rest of the guys for dinner & bar hopping.

My goodness, the first bar was too much fun HAHAHA! We a had coster fight (we were the ONLY people in the back 1/2 of the bar & we picked up all the costers during the fight, we are clean people & let the waitress know not to touch the mess.. she didn't & we cleaned every single coaster up, including the drink we spilt & the fries we dropped)...

Someone kicked my foot & I said, ok whos playing footsies with me?? Joe gave a funny look & stretched to kick my foot.. However he kicked my shin! I said ouch, you bugger!! Reached down & grabed his foot & PULLED I pulled him off his seat & under the table hehehe Eva was beside me & she pulled off his shoe. I said SWEET, held onto his ankle hard & tickled his foot hehehe (I know hes VERY ticklish there).. he fought & I lost his foot, but had his pant leg.. SO I pulled his pant leg.. Joe started hollering, OMG your pulling my pants off... Eva joined in & we pulled harder hehe Dan got up & pulled Joes arms heheh Joe started shouting, GAH my pants, my pants!! the girls are stripping me!!! Everyone is laughing(even Joe) & James was taking photos of poor Joe heheh

We took about 500 pictures of the whole night.

I attached a few photos... You know you have awesome friends, when they can put a big smile on your face in the worst times of your life!!

Photos:
-Eva & I being happy.
-Eve feeding me a slice of sausage... Yes I know how that looks, it took a lot of poking to get me to do that :P Guys
-& a photo of the WHOLE group at the first bar.. Left-Right: James, Gio, Renos, Eva, Me, Dan & Joe.

I love them all!
Most of us have come from broken homes, dark pasts, or are still living in really rough times. We ALL have emotional issues caused by unpleasent things, so we understand each other & when one starts to go nuts, we get annoyed, but never get angry, cause its only a matter of time until its our turn to go crazy...

[crow_noir]

Yay! So glad to hear that you had a fun weekend!

(pssst... Joe's hot... and looks like one of my bestest friends ever... that I've only seen like once since graduating HS... but that's a long story in and of itself.)

[king2005]

Yay! So glad to hear that you had a fun weekend!

(pssst... Joe's hot... and looks like one of my bestest friends ever... that I've only seen like once since graduating HS... but that's a long story in and of itself.)

I don't even what to type all of what happened last night... Chad was decent at first then we acted like old times (getting a long just fine).. There was a reason for it.. the Cop was HORRIBLE & kept going at me every time I passed by... then he started yelling & yelling & making me feel like shat for things I had NO control over... He put me into an Anxiety attack, the not to pleasent kind... I was shaking, stuttering, holding my fingers & worst of all crying.. I have NO control when this happens... all I wanted to do was run away & hide. Chad was giving me all my things back.. we split spices & things 50/50... I'm getting my shelving back & ALL my things out of his storage unit.


BOY DO I KNOW HE IS HOT hehehe I have a crush on him :P Have for nearly 7 months now lol Thats why when he said his pants were falling off, I pulled harder I know I know, I'm bad

The whole world knows I like him & I know it'll more then likely never happen, & YES I'll never let him know how I feel :P I already know I'm not his type

Heres a few photos for you to gaa gaa over lol

-The group shot is from a couple weekends ago.. Notice how tall he is & how thin he looks.. Well that photo makes him look FAT.. hes like 6' & weighs 120lb.. hes a sheet of paper, he wears baggy clothing to make him look bigger, as he HATES being so thin (its not his fault).

-the one where you kinda see his face... thats when I had his foot & pulled him off his seat & under the table LOL I had to add this as it was too funny not too

[Catty1]

BOY DO I KNOW HE IS HOT

Um - I see the photos (cute) but from the first part you wrote, I am assuming the photos are either of Chad or the Cop.

I'm confoozed!

Glad to hear Chad was being good. Why was the cop in such a bad mood???

[crow_noir]

That's horrible the cop was being all mean to you. Wish i could have been there to slap him for you (and have been able to get away with it. )

I guess the silver lining is that Chad was being the tiniest bit civil. ( Maybe he was getting smug satisfaction from the meanie cop. Blah. )

*comfort hugs*

I wish i could somehow get you the medicine you need. (Unfortunately i don't have connections in the pharmaceutical world like i do in the dog rescue world... not that those really get me far either.)

Ooooooooh! Joe pics! THANK YOU!!!! *tight squeezy hugs*

I sooo understand about wearing baggy clothing to hide skinnyness and not being able to put any real weight on. It's embarrasing.

And girl, unless he tells you directly how do you KNOW that you're not his type?!

I don't even what to type all of what happened last night... Chad was decent at first then we acted like old times (getting a long just fine).. There was a reason for it.. the Cop was HORRIBLE & kept going at me every time I passed by... then he started yelling & yelling & making me feel like shat for things I had NO control over... He put me into an Anxiety attack, the not to pleasent kind... I was shaking, stuttering, holding my fingers & worst of all crying.. I have NO control when this happens... all I wanted to do was run away & hide. Chad was giving me all my things back.. we split spices & things 50/50... I'm getting my shelving back & ALL my things out of his storage unit.


BOY DO I KNOW HE IS HOT hehehe I have a crush on him :P Have for nearly 7 months now lol Thats why when he said his pants were falling off, I pulled harder I know I know, I'm bad

The whole world knows I like him & I know it'll more then likely never happen, & YES I'll never let him know how I feel :P I already know I'm not his type

Heres a few photos for you to gaa gaa over lol

-The group shot is from a couple weekends ago.. Notice how tall he is & how thin he looks.. Well that photo makes him look FAT.. hes like 6' & weighs 120lb.. hes a sheet of paper, he wears baggy clothing to make him look bigger, as he HATES being so thin (its not his fault).

-the one where you kinda see his face... thats when I had his foot & pulled him off his seat & under the table LOL I had to add this as it was too funny not too