Just because Mishi has to be on subQ's for the rest of his life doesn't necessarily mean an immediate death sentence. Puddy has to be on them forever, too, and like Mishi, she has her episodes and w/each one I wonder if this is "the one". But they're both tough cookies and bounce back. Whether they decide to stay or go, we have to know that we've done everything humanly and spiritually possible to keep them well and alive. Whatever happens, ya dun good. And Mishi knows that. But we're still sending out those good vibes and loving prayers for Mishi and you.