I pay alot of taxes. And I have always felt ...regardless of which party was in control...it was my part of the deal...the price of admission to live in a free society that takes care of its own. I have lived elsewhere and understood the value we got for out money.

For the first time I do not feel that way. I feel I live in a less free society...with a more expansive, intrusive government. I feel less safe in the world at large as well as at home.

The federal deficit is huge. Beyond huge. And it was a surplus a few short years ago. It will have to be paid.

I am not naive. All governments have elements of dishonesty, arrogance, incompetence and self-interest.

But this one is bigger, more expensive and spends money on a war that was not supported by facts nor the international community. It cuts taxes for the rich while increasing spending out of the realm of counting. It does not listen...will not hear...any position that differs from its own. Its arrogance or incompetence...I cannot decide which is greater.

So I'll pay my taxes...because that is my obligation...but sadly I feel I am getting a very raw deal.