I've take some to the mayor before - she saw some of links, all she told me to not worry and ingore them. until she broke my promises and I feel I can't ask for her help now. she is part in my leaving too, she had hurt me enough - who would believe that she had said such a thing anyway.

I'd not be surprised if she has the power to delete this thread and pretends everything is gonna be fine.

please, don't say anything or bother to respond to this until you know everything, the whole story. I'm extremely cutted down to the bone and core, loss at words.