This is so hard I will be calling the vets office in about 30 minutes. I waiting for the kids to walk out the door to school. My 17 yr old is ok. My 15 yr old keeps going to the crate to look at her. She is still bleeding out of the nose and she is swollen really really bad. Once they leave I wil make the phone calls and do what I have to do. He just aproached me just now and does not want me to put her down. He is now talking to himself He just went to the cookie jar and said let me give you my last treat. He just said his goodbyes to her. God this is so hard. need to get showered and ready to do do what I need to do.