I really want to thank all of you from the bottom of my heart. I am so glad that I decided to post here, as all of your kind words and support has helped more than you will ever know. I almost forgot how loved Tigger was here. Thank you all for caring so much, you are amazing people. I have missed you all.

Emma has been amazing. She's barely left my side since I got home last night. The dogs have been extra loving, and extra goofy. Can't help but smile around them...

I managed to get a little sleep. "What if.." questions won't stop running through my mind. Once they do, this might begin to get a little easier without the guilt side of it. My sweater is filled with orange hairs, that I can't wash yet.

This morning when I took Tigger's blanket out of the carrier, I noticed quite a bit of blood on it. I'm not sure why. I'm guessing he had used. I didn't notice any on him, or on me so it was unexpected. But it also made me think that this was serious, and that I did the right thing.

Catty1- Thank you so much for making that post. It's a nice way to remember my boy.

I wanted to share a couple recent pictures here. I never got around to sharing them before, but I hope you will enjoy them anyway...

My boy could never fit on one chair..


The famous freckled nose..


I cannot get the image of these green eyes out of my head..


Thank you all again. I hope to post more often when I'm ready.