Thanks for taking the time to read and reply to this, Donna. I have actually told her how I feel. I told her I just want to be with her. She said "we do lots of things together! We go to the movies" All we did is go to the movies. I can't talk to her there. I see her a work. I sit and talk to her and she sometimes cuts me off mid sentence and starts to talk about something else or to someone else. She does NOT listen to one word I say. I remember once when we were fighting I had said something, and she was like well, yada yada. And I said no mom, I didn't SAY that, then repeated myself. She said well yada yada again. I had to say it litterally 7-8 times before she actually listened to what I said. Seriously. Me and my bro went to dinner with her the other night. I asked him about it and he said "She didn't hear one thing I said." So I'm not the only one. I tell her she does this, and she doesn't hear it, either.

I remember once I told her something to help her back a little (that is sore) like 5-6 times. Then my brother tells her the same thing and she tells me "oh your brother told me to do this for my back. Isn't that a great idea?" I'm like uhh, I've been telling you that for a long time...."Oh, I never heard you"

I'm thinking I'm going to quit my job this week (I work with her) I really don't want ot. I love it where I work. I love all the customers I get to know. I'll really miss them, but I need to be away from her so maybe she will appreciate me more when I am around?